dilemma

why me? gerr....
dilemma >.<

I need to focus, not being distracted by them. What do You want me to learn from this? I don't know. Again, one had tea with me last night and another one called me today. One says that he will talk to LT regarding this matter; but LT is in Africa now. Whatever... I don't get it. Nothing is going to change no matter whom he talks to if God says no. haha...silly. I need to find a way to build Impact to be a solid/strong/living Church.
KH was in a dilemma similar to this before when his church was young and small...He didn't compromise; that's why CHC is strong now. Should I take the opportunities or believe what I believe? I say...

"Let me pray about it" Does that sound "political"? Although I have been praying about it, I think I still need to trust my gut feeling, eh? I mean, of course God will give me the peace from above.

This also reminds me of those poor ones lost in the hills and valleys...who is looking for them?...Sigh...