Face your fear.

I hate to admit it to myself, but sometimes when I think back to some past hurtful experiences I would get very negative for few hours. Isn't it always a mental battle for us to fight? I guess I am hoping to fight as much as I possibly can. For example, I would be afraid to face my lack of enthusiasiam about God, or I would be afraid to face losing a job, or losing someone...

I need Jesus all the time...

God, I love you. Fire me up, don't let me walk away from You.