what a week...>.<

Dear God,
I am so tired this week...I guess I need to go back to my secret place where I can rest and regain energy. Am I becoming lethargic? God, as we are going through this 14 days prayer and worship; instead of feeling recharging, I feel the opposite. Is it too much of workload from my design studio? Am I slacking off this week? Lord, help..!

what if I lose my design job? Lord...I won't be able to support anything or anyone...would You provide, Lord?

First time, I feel "faith-less" at work and ministry...am I putting too much on my plate?

Sometimes I think You are unfair, Lord...why do I do what I am doing now? I could've gone somewhere else and enjoy my life, right? I doubt at what I am doing is effective at all recently... :(

I miss You, Lord. Come rescue me...~~

"I am a church, rise and build."

Help me to stand here for You.... (crying..)