Spirit of the Lord

"The earth was without form, and void; and darkness was on the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God was hovering over the face of the waters." (Gen. 1:2)

Yes...the Spirit of God is hovering over Austen Javelin Lee. God's power and love incubate over Austen now. Amen.

For the past few days I wept just like Mary and Martha; when their brother Lazarus died, they came to Jesus thinking that Jesus "could have" come earlier and done something before their brother's death. Annie and I have hugged each other and wept when we pray. I have come to realize that God calls me an overcomer for a reason. God calls me an overcomer to lift up His name! He puts me through fire and water to toughen me up for greater challenges, I believe.

More I think about all these prophetic words from different people, more I become to appreciate what God is doing in my life. From the world's point of view, my life kindda sucks; but from God's point of view, I am great. So will be Austen (and his brothers and sisters).

"As for me and my family will serve the Lord." I kept praying over this when I was worshiping this past Sunday. Annie, myself and our children will serve God no matter what happens in our life. I was kneeling, weeping and praying before the Lord, and all the sudden I felt this warm electricity and numbness going through my hands and arms. It just got stronger and thicker; something I never felt before, eventually my arms, hands and fingers froze and twisted. I couldn't move my arms, hands or fingers at all; more I prayed "as for me and my family will serve the Lord", more electricity came upon my hands. I knew that God was ministering to me, maybe it was angels or maybe it was Jesus Himself. God was holding my hands in such a trial like this. He loves me so much.

"I have heard of You by the hearing of the ear, But now my eye sees You." (Job 42:5)

I not only wanna know about You, I want to know You.