Lamaze Class

Unspeakable joy has come upon me today! God is so good. Jesus rocks!

I felt the spirit of joy all over me today although I didn't get to sleep much last night. I feel all your prayers, which have been very effective to Annie and I. I woke up today and decided not to let the devil rob my joy and peace away from me. That's not right to allow the devil stealing my joy, peace and happiness in my (our) life! This has to stop! I am putting on the hat of joy and the garment of praise from now on! This is God's fashion for me, Annie and Austen!

Went to Lamaze class tonight, we watched a clip about the Cesarean Section (C-section). Then I whispered to Annie, I told her that no matter what happens to Austen, we will still have each other. Austen is a only gift from the Lord, and we are called to parent him and walk with him in life. The Lord gives and the Lord takes away, the name of the Lord shall be praised! No hard feeling toward each other or toward God.

All the sudden, I got a call from Ruth (my Korean mother's daughter) from Sacramento. My spiritual mother wanted to call me but she can't speak any English. Korean spiritual mom prayed with Ruth yesterday and here is what Ruth told me tonight.

My spiritual mom says, in my open vision I see the child is the work of God. He is called to be great, mighty in the Lord. (hmm...she doesn't know what we name the boy yet as I am writing it) God wants you to stand firm and you ought to pray for your son with the healing anointing God gives you. This is a breakthrough for you and your ministry. This is God's test for you; He is going to take you to the next level when you pass it. The whole church will receive the breakthrough in healing and miracles as you receive it. More healing will happen at your church. You and your church will see God's glory. Don't think too little of yourself. Stand firm. I am praying for you and your son everyday. Shout Hallelujah, you will overcome.

I think that's all she said to me tonight. I told Ruth about the meaning of the name Austen Javelin Lee, so that she can tell my Korean mother. He is called the great spear of Yahshua (Jesus). I was full of joy when Ruth prayed for me; on the other side of the line, Ruth was feeling a strong presence of the Lord, she said.
I looked up the sky...there were many stars, I saw a really bright one; then I called myself the father of nations.

I decide to take back my joy, peace and happiness from the devil. You, the devil, has no right to mess with us because Austen, Annie and myself belong to Jesus!

I miss my Korean spiritual mother.