"For we are God's workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do." (Ephesians 2:10)
I struggled with myself lately. What do You want from me again? I face self-doubt, the fear of uncertainty and lack of faith. Who/what did I turn to? For a moment, I didn't turn to You; I was anxious and I couldn't sleep that night, I couldn't breath for a minute when I was laying down. I couldn't catch my breath, I thought I was going to die...and I know it was my time to die.
You knew that I was gonna fail and trip...yet You allowed me to fall, I hated it. I hate to be distant from You. I was under the influence of anxiety and lack of faith. Forgive me for not trusting in You. I am sorry...Lord.
I am always Your workmanship, Lord.
Bring me one high school or middle school kid from each schools in San Gabirel Valley; I will make them disciples that change the world. That's my prayer and conviction for today.
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couldn't find your comment. maybe it's not approved yet. well i'm struggling through the same thing.
you're in my prayer, jacko!
fight fight fight!!
don't forget the vision is kingdom inheritance this year.
i believe there's so much more that's gonna happen in the rest of 2008.
let's be really hungry and desperate for MORE OF HIM!! :)
-sala<3
那是我小时候暗恋的对象
hi~~~jack``~~~~
u are a strong leader!
bless u bless u and bles u!!!
Jack we will pray more FOR YOUR protection!!!
add oil
you are the best leader ever!
God loves you so much..
and we all believe that God is going to make you stronger!!
jack,u need to see my blog ASAP :P
peace,
joy
i love you...
i was on the same boat and i am on the same boat with you :-p
God always assign the best person for the position He desires him to be in. The ring and crown will never lose their worth, no matter how tired the crowned one is. You've got the authority in your hand, Jack, no matter how tired or down you are. You are meant to be in this crazy position. You've got God's anointing all over you man!
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