wow...am i tired of driving down to SD? hmm...the ocean view is just amazing on my way to SD. why did i go to SD again? not for Johnny although we got together for dinner at CPK right next to his campus.
i guess i need to seriously think about whether i wanna join this company down in La Jolla. There are few cool toys any boys would wanna have, one being the HotWheels, the other one would be robotic toys; i happen to engage in these two areas, but am i excited about it? hmm....
the interview went extremely well...they wanted me to sign the paper right away if i could. wow...i never went to a meeting like this welcoming. is it a sign from God? ha...should i consider moving down to SD in the future? my dad wants me to find a job in Seattle...isn't that ironic? what would You want me to do? they don't want me to travel down to La Jolla everyday, only once or twice a week...what kind of full time job is that?.... well...i get to play with robotic toys all day long...
i don't know God...
i bought 7 fish today...the fish tank is getting smaller now...hope the smaller ones will survive by the end of this week...
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Monday, October 29, 2007
IMPACT 2nd Year DVD
That's right! IMPACT 2nd Year DVD is finally here! The hottest DVD of 2007 is coming right out in Nov. After spending one hour watching the DVD, I came to this conclusion; we are bunch of radical Jesus lovers! This is intense, and I am loving it!
Although we shouldn't stop heree n, weed to keep doing what we were doing during and before summer 2007. It's a season of war! Let's get ready and not get too comfortable; though we might have won battles, we are still in the middle of this spiritual warfare. The devil would not rest; we shall overcome him by the power of the Holy Spirit.
It's time to shout...."I LOVE YOU, HOLY SPIRIT!" Let's join Him once again in City Invasion and Supernatural Signs & Wonders in Campus!
Although we shouldn't stop heree n, weed to keep doing what we were doing during and before summer 2007. It's a season of war! Let's get ready and not get too comfortable; though we might have won battles, we are still in the middle of this spiritual warfare. The devil would not rest; we shall overcome him by the power of the Holy Spirit.
It's time to shout...."I LOVE YOU, HOLY SPIRIT!" Let's join Him once again in City Invasion and Supernatural Signs & Wonders in Campus!
Saturday, October 27, 2007
wildfires in southland
it has nothing to do with fire..but anger. it's falling ashes in my backyard after days of the wildfires. well i am not angry with the falling ashes, nor I am ticked off by the smog in the air. We all know that LA smog will kill us but we still choose to live here, eh? Who is the idiot?
Why do I choose to stay here in the first place?
My parents told me that it's probably gonna snow early this year, oh man, I envy them. I love snow. I love walking in a snowy day or night; wearing a nice warm coat walking down the streets in a cold winter, that just makes me feel alive! anyway i am not gonna see any snow this year I guess....cuz I am stuck right here breathing in all the toxic ashes and smog. I mourn for myself.
You really want me here? Say something then! Am I ready to be part of this movement? Shouldn't I go ahead and live my life? What's Your freaking will for me? I am stuck cuz of You! I pity no one but myself.
My heart was crying..i don't know where to go till You met me again in the shower. And You said, "賜華冠與錫安悲哀的人、代替灰塵、喜樂油、代替悲哀、讚美衣、代替憂傷之靈．使他們稱為公義樹、是耶和華所栽的、叫他得榮耀。" (Isaiah 61:3)
"and provide for those who grieve in Zion--to bestow on them a crown of beauty instead of ashes, the oil of gladness instead of mourning, and a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair. They will be called oaks of righteousness, a planting of the LORD for the display of his splendor." (Isaiah 61:3)
and I..understand now.
Why do I choose to stay here in the first place?
My parents told me that it's probably gonna snow early this year, oh man, I envy them. I love snow. I love walking in a snowy day or night; wearing a nice warm coat walking down the streets in a cold winter, that just makes me feel alive! anyway i am not gonna see any snow this year I guess....cuz I am stuck right here breathing in all the toxic ashes and smog. I mourn for myself.
You really want me here? Say something then! Am I ready to be part of this movement? Shouldn't I go ahead and live my life? What's Your freaking will for me? I am stuck cuz of You! I pity no one but myself.
My heart was crying..i don't know where to go till You met me again in the shower. And You said, "賜華冠與錫安悲哀的人、代替灰塵、喜樂油、代替悲哀、讚美衣、代替憂傷之靈．使他們稱為公義樹、是耶和華所栽的、叫他得榮耀。" (Isaiah 61:3)
"and provide for those who grieve in Zion--to bestow on them a crown of beauty instead of ashes, the oil of gladness instead of mourning, and a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair. They will be called oaks of righteousness, a planting of the LORD for the display of his splendor." (Isaiah 61:3)
and I..understand now.
Monday, October 22, 2007
a season of war
I love today's worship. Good job, Radical Jam.
It was rejuvenating and refreshing. I felt the presence of the Lord when the music started today although I didn't sing much throughout the PW time. As I slightly lifted up my arms, all the sudden, I felt that my burden was released and my sorrow was being taken away. What else can I do except crying my eyes out? Tears, such a wonderful way to express our inner spirit to God. I love lending my tears to God.
Lord Jesus, I come before You, just to ask You to bless Jessica, Josephine's parents and Sunny, Christine's parents. Lord, reveal Your grace and mercy through the work of the Holy Spirit in their lives. It's not about Impact nor about any youth movement; it's about You. Lord, it's about You. I know that You love these families more than we do. Lord, I pray that You lead the simple hearted children to You. Remove our pride, remove our arrogance, remove our blindness. Lord, let Your Kingdom come upon these two families. Lord, bless these 4 girls; You've poured out Your Spirit for a godly purpose, I know that You will never let go of them. You've chosen them to be Your vessels for nations. Lord, strengthen their faith in You; bless their hearts with love and purity. In Jesus' name, Amen.
Rise up Your apostles, prophets, evangelists, teachers and pastors in this generation, Lord.
Arise, the Lion of Judah. It's a season of war.
It was rejuvenating and refreshing. I felt the presence of the Lord when the music started today although I didn't sing much throughout the PW time. As I slightly lifted up my arms, all the sudden, I felt that my burden was released and my sorrow was being taken away. What else can I do except crying my eyes out? Tears, such a wonderful way to express our inner spirit to God. I love lending my tears to God.
Lord Jesus, I come before You, just to ask You to bless Jessica, Josephine's parents and Sunny, Christine's parents. Lord, reveal Your grace and mercy through the work of the Holy Spirit in their lives. It's not about Impact nor about any youth movement; it's about You. Lord, it's about You. I know that You love these families more than we do. Lord, I pray that You lead the simple hearted children to You. Remove our pride, remove our arrogance, remove our blindness. Lord, let Your Kingdom come upon these two families. Lord, bless these 4 girls; You've poured out Your Spirit for a godly purpose, I know that You will never let go of them. You've chosen them to be Your vessels for nations. Lord, strengthen their faith in You; bless their hearts with love and purity. In Jesus' name, Amen.
Rise up Your apostles, prophets, evangelists, teachers and pastors in this generation, Lord.
Arise, the Lion of Judah. It's a season of war.
a tip for CL
For those CL who want to advance in their cell groups or ministries; here is a tip for you all.
During this week, if you are going to hang out with a new friend or a believer; this is what I suggest you do.
1. Observe and Ask question regarding to his/her life.
2. Pray while listening to his/her problem.
3. Prepare a Bible verse and Must use it in your conversation.
4. Cast a vision into his/her life.
5. Pray with him/her.
If you can do these 5 things during your hang out with a friend or a believer, you will see amazing things God is doing in your life.
During this week, if you are going to hang out with a new friend or a believer; this is what I suggest you do.
1. Observe and Ask question regarding to his/her life.
2. Pray while listening to his/her problem.
3. Prepare a Bible verse and Must use it in your conversation.
4. Cast a vision into his/her life.
5. Pray with him/her.
If you can do these 5 things during your hang out with a friend or a believer, you will see amazing things God is doing in your life.
Thursday, October 18, 2007
A day at San Diego Sea World
Well...this is how we spent our 1st day of our anniversary; after a long hour rest, Annie and I finally decided to wake up to go exploring San Diego Sea World. It's not like we've never been there; I couldn't be more excited to go see Shamu, guess I didn't get to see Shamu doing her or his (not sure about the gender) amazing flip...oh...ok...let's give Shamu a big hand..yea.
Anyway, we ended up walking around the park and relaxed most of time, checking out what we usually missed in this park, like the aquarium at the far end corner. I really got to see some cool fishes, like this Puffer Fish. Man, I just can't get it to puff no matter how hard I banged on the glass, good thing that Annie stepped out and no one was around.
First time I really paid attention on the jelly fish and the lionfish, etc...they are fun to watch though....
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
i dont' know...celebration cont'd
Wow...I love the Coronando resort! Nice morning with sunshine on a beautiful beach... Unfortunately we didn't get to enjoy the pool...gerr...
Driving down the road to downtown Coronando, Annie and I found this cafe right off the coast with a nice pacific ocean view. There we had our lunch, watching people walking by, just wished that the time would stop at that moment. Nah...maybe not because the weather was not that good after all.
Taking a stroll after lunch at the beach facing San Diego downtown; San Diego looks different from this angle. Just like marriage, we all have different perspectives and values toward our life. Oh well...maybe I am the one who needs to learn how to control my temper..haha..Thank you, Annie for your patience.
Got stuck in traffic coming back to LA; we decided to go to Shin Sen Gumi Yakitori in Gardena, I think it's not as exciting as what I expected. But it's good enough over all. At least we had fun, eh?
Driving down the road to downtown Coronando, Annie and I found this cafe right off the coast with a nice pacific ocean view. There we had our lunch, watching people walking by, just wished that the time would stop at that moment. Nah...maybe not because the weather was not that good after all.
Taking a stroll after lunch at the beach facing San Diego downtown; San Diego looks different from this angle. Just like marriage, we all have different perspectives and values toward our life. Oh well...maybe I am the one who needs to learn how to control my temper..haha..Thank you, Annie for your patience.
Got stuck in traffic coming back to LA; we decided to go to Shin Sen Gumi Yakitori in Gardena, I think it's not as exciting as what I expected. But it's good enough over all. At least we had fun, eh?
Monday, October 15, 2007
Happy Anniversary!
I love you, Annie.
We've made it! It's our first anniversary, wow, it has been an awesome ride with you. Thank you for being patient and supportive. I love you.
I am falling in love with you more and more everyday.
We are currently staying at Coronando Bay Resort in San Diego. It's a cloudy day but we get to see some nice sunset and beach outside of our hotel room. After a short walk at the Sea World, Annie and I decided to come back early to the hotel; the weather didn't turn out well as we expected, but it's ok, we love the view from our room. God has been good to both of us all these years; we shared about our past memories and trips to different places and all that. Although I am taking a break in my own career, although I might sounded upset talking about it, I truly appreciate Annie for encouraging me and staying by my side.
That's what marriage is about, isn't it? Through thick and thin, we'll still have each other, eh?
Happy Anniversary!
We've made it! It's our first anniversary, wow, it has been an awesome ride with you. Thank you for being patient and supportive. I love you.
I am falling in love with you more and more everyday.
We are currently staying at Coronando Bay Resort in San Diego. It's a cloudy day but we get to see some nice sunset and beach outside of our hotel room. After a short walk at the Sea World, Annie and I decided to come back early to the hotel; the weather didn't turn out well as we expected, but it's ok, we love the view from our room. God has been good to both of us all these years; we shared about our past memories and trips to different places and all that. Although I am taking a break in my own career, although I might sounded upset talking about it, I truly appreciate Annie for encouraging me and staying by my side.
That's what marriage is about, isn't it? Through thick and thin, we'll still have each other, eh?
Happy Anniversary!
Friday, October 12, 2007
Special Day
Stephanie, Jennifer's friend, brought us to this Hu-Nan restaurant...yummy it was great! I love Hu-Nan cuisine now, spicy yet delicious.
It's really awesome to spend time with Papa, Mama, Jennifer, Carolyn, Kyle, Stephanie and Annie at the Metrotown Mall shopping for Kyle mostly. Guess when you have a kid, all the adults and relatives put the attention on that kid only. Buying clothes, getting new toys, etc...oh man, as an uncle, I guess I didn't even care about how much they cost; I'll get it for the boy anyway.
Kyle was tired, so the whole gang left the mall except me and Annie; we were waiting to have a dinner with our friend, Richard Kuo. Annie and I spent sometime reading books at the Chapters till Richard came. Annie is totally preparing herself for real estate, I do admire her determination. As for me, I was walking around hoping to steal a seat; guess I intimidated some kid by standing right next to him till he stood up and left. Oh well...I got my chair then...
We had a great dinner at this Japanese restaurant. Thanks, Richard for making us coffee tonight, it was really good coffee. Guess what...now I am still awake!
I fell asleep for 2 hours, and I had this dream that I was transported to another dimension. In this dream, so many people were in the train; as we got out of the train at the station, the train disappeared. The station was on the other side of a bridge where there was clear water underneath. As the train disappeared, a hand full of people jumped over to the tracks waiting for this glowing Aurora to pass us through. I jumped over; I said goodbye to some people on the platform, I knew that I was taking a "short" vacation to this other dimension for some reason. Then the Aurora passed through me, I was taken up in the sky right away to another realm; I could feel the wind blowing at my face and I could feel the cloud near me. We all travelled in the sky for sometime; all the sudden, I realized that I wanted to say something to someone who I don't remember. So I woke up from my dearm. Annie who was still awake asked me if I had a dream; she told me that I was making "sounds" as I slept, she thought I was having a bad dream or something exciting. Wow...I guess I did.
I don't understand what it means; I kindda guessed it, but I hope I am not correct...
God, Have mercy to this world.
It's really awesome to spend time with Papa, Mama, Jennifer, Carolyn, Kyle, Stephanie and Annie at the Metrotown Mall shopping for Kyle mostly. Guess when you have a kid, all the adults and relatives put the attention on that kid only. Buying clothes, getting new toys, etc...oh man, as an uncle, I guess I didn't even care about how much they cost; I'll get it for the boy anyway.
Kyle was tired, so the whole gang left the mall except me and Annie; we were waiting to have a dinner with our friend, Richard Kuo. Annie and I spent sometime reading books at the Chapters till Richard came. Annie is totally preparing herself for real estate, I do admire her determination. As for me, I was walking around hoping to steal a seat; guess I intimidated some kid by standing right next to him till he stood up and left. Oh well...I got my chair then...
We had a great dinner at this Japanese restaurant. Thanks, Richard for making us coffee tonight, it was really good coffee. Guess what...now I am still awake!
I fell asleep for 2 hours, and I had this dream that I was transported to another dimension. In this dream, so many people were in the train; as we got out of the train at the station, the train disappeared. The station was on the other side of a bridge where there was clear water underneath. As the train disappeared, a hand full of people jumped over to the tracks waiting for this glowing Aurora to pass us through. I jumped over; I said goodbye to some people on the platform, I knew that I was taking a "short" vacation to this other dimension for some reason. Then the Aurora passed through me, I was taken up in the sky right away to another realm; I could feel the wind blowing at my face and I could feel the cloud near me. We all travelled in the sky for sometime; all the sudden, I realized that I wanted to say something to someone who I don't remember. So I woke up from my dearm. Annie who was still awake asked me if I had a dream; she told me that I was making "sounds" as I slept, she thought I was having a bad dream or something exciting. Wow...I guess I did.
I don't understand what it means; I kindda guessed it, but I hope I am not correct...
God, Have mercy to this world.
Day X in Canada
hmm...how long have I been back to Canada? I lost count...well but I guess I only have few days left before I go back to US.
Guess I've already missed the land of the free, home of the brave; Canada to me is like a half home, simply because my family lives here. I don't have that much attachment to this place all these years; I guess it's because I've travelled too much and lived in too many cities.
Where is home? Just like Abraham, the father of faith, who lived and travelled in many places knew that he was an alien to this world. Shouldn't we Christians be thinking of this way? We are the legal citizens of the Kingdom, but the aliens of this world.
I love Canada. But without a vision, I have no rights, no passion, no commitment to live here just like I won't move back to Boston for a stinky job. Sometimes I'd wonder if that's the right attitude; many think I am such an unbelievable person who would give up good career opportunities to win the next generation for God. I say, the Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not want. He always takes me to the green pasture.
Always like this ever since I graduated, unless God tells me to move on to another city or I will stay at where I am till my purpose is fulfilled. Never go forward unless the Holy Spirit says so. Just for my personal record, in 2000, I gave up an opportunity to move to Paris; in 2001Tokyo, in 2001 NY, in 2006 Westlake Village CA, in 2007 Boston...did I miss anything? Well...what's the next city? haha...to let go is to receive, right?
Wait upon the Lord, Jack. Be still and know that He is God.
I love You, Lord Jesus. You are my all in all.
Guess I've already missed the land of the free, home of the brave; Canada to me is like a half home, simply because my family lives here. I don't have that much attachment to this place all these years; I guess it's because I've travelled too much and lived in too many cities.
Where is home? Just like Abraham, the father of faith, who lived and travelled in many places knew that he was an alien to this world. Shouldn't we Christians be thinking of this way? We are the legal citizens of the Kingdom, but the aliens of this world.
I love Canada. But without a vision, I have no rights, no passion, no commitment to live here just like I won't move back to Boston for a stinky job. Sometimes I'd wonder if that's the right attitude; many think I am such an unbelievable person who would give up good career opportunities to win the next generation for God. I say, the Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not want. He always takes me to the green pasture.
Always like this ever since I graduated, unless God tells me to move on to another city or I will stay at where I am till my purpose is fulfilled. Never go forward unless the Holy Spirit says so. Just for my personal record, in 2000, I gave up an opportunity to move to Paris; in 2001Tokyo, in 2001 NY, in 2006 Westlake Village CA, in 2007 Boston...did I miss anything? Well...what's the next city? haha...to let go is to receive, right?
Wait upon the Lord, Jack. Be still and know that He is God.
I love You, Lord Jesus. You are my all in all.
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
I am Canadian - part 1
You can't get any better than that, eh! We are not Mexican, we are Canadian, neighbor!
O Canada - Day 5
Proud of Canada, eh?...$1 USD =$1 CDN.
But to me, it sucks! I am not getting any goodies from this horrendous conversion. I can not believe that US dollars has become "worthless" these days; oh man, it makes me wanting to move back to my "home and native land"....O Canada!
Annie and I both have relaxed for these few days; eating Mama's good dishes, watching tons of TV, playing with my only nephew, Kyle, and much more... hmm...days of my life...guess it would last for another 5 days, then bang, I'll have to face reality, which I am not too excited about.
I guess living a simple life is something everyone needs; at least that's what I want, eh?
I love the mountain view and the beautiful yet cloudy sky over here in Surrey; it has already snowed up in the mountains. Breeze air without any smog...cloudy sky yet clear sometimes...trees are turning colors...all these really capture my heart. I love Canada...
But to me, it sucks! I am not getting any goodies from this horrendous conversion. I can not believe that US dollars has become "worthless" these days; oh man, it makes me wanting to move back to my "home and native land"....O Canada!
Annie and I both have relaxed for these few days; eating Mama's good dishes, watching tons of TV, playing with my only nephew, Kyle, and much more... hmm...days of my life...guess it would last for another 5 days, then bang, I'll have to face reality, which I am not too excited about.
I guess living a simple life is something everyone needs; at least that's what I want, eh?
I love the mountain view and the beautiful yet cloudy sky over here in Surrey; it has already snowed up in the mountains. Breeze air without any smog...cloudy sky yet clear sometimes...trees are turning colors...all these really capture my heart. I love Canada...
Monday, October 8, 2007
O Canada, our home and native land...
It's nice to be home with family. Needless to worry about anything at all for few days. That's the beauty of being at home, and being in Canada cuz everything is beautiful and refreshing here. It rained for two days, Sat and Sun, I love it although Annie is not used to the raining season. Friday was an awesome day for golf with Dad, the weather was perfect although there was still wet on the green. My pants got wet cuz of walking 18 holes; I didn't play that well since I haven't practiced for a long time, well there were some holes I did pretty well I think, at least I didn't lose any balls. Need to practice golf once I get back to LA.
Raining and raining...makes me relaxed and refreshed. Let the rain wash all the restlessness.
Let the rain rejuvenate my spirit. Let the rain of the Lord fall on me. Let the rain come. Let the rain come. Let the rain of the Lord come as I stand in it.
It's Monday, Thanksgiving Day in Canada, nice to have everyone coming back home and enjoy the dinner.
Don't feel like talking with Annie now, she is sitting in front of me listening to my iPod...gerr...>.<
Raining and raining...makes me relaxed and refreshed. Let the rain wash all the restlessness.
Let the rain rejuvenate my spirit. Let the rain of the Lord fall on me. Let the rain come. Let the rain come. Let the rain of the Lord come as I stand in it.
It's Monday, Thanksgiving Day in Canada, nice to have everyone coming back home and enjoy the dinner.
Don't feel like talking with Annie now, she is sitting in front of me listening to my iPod...gerr...>.<
Thursday, October 4, 2007
depressed...Halo 3 all night long
I was depressed...so I played Halo till 4:30am from I dont' remember when...
My hands are hurting...
Rest now..stupid
My hands are hurting...
Rest now..stupid
I don't like Sept. 2007
That's right, I don't like this past month...it sucked. It's not gonna get any worst than Sept. 2007...
First of all, our lovely church ran out of money and on top of that, we are not getting any additional support from our mother church. Well, I understand that our mother church is "struggling" with their financial issues; guess they couldn't help out much to this little tiny daugther church of theirs. I really understand that they have their own budgets...what can I say? Guys, let's just sit here and die...unless the Almighty shows up, or we are in deep shit!
oh well, this is not the most exciting thing happening to me yet... in the same freaking month, I lost my client, my only client...that means, I am gonna live on my savings if there is any...haha..
God will provide, yaya...I believe so...ya.. really? This is F-up!
Well...God, thank You. How many time would you want me to "experience" Your "blessings"? man...all these years, I have gone through countless "trials" like this...can a man just not worry about his finance for a while? I don't know, boss... You tell me how I should move forward now.
Anyway...I know You will provide, cuz that's Your name, right?
Tired...stayed up all night again...what did I write? lazy to check..
First of all, our lovely church ran out of money and on top of that, we are not getting any additional support from our mother church. Well, I understand that our mother church is "struggling" with their financial issues; guess they couldn't help out much to this little tiny daugther church of theirs. I really understand that they have their own budgets...what can I say? Guys, let's just sit here and die...unless the Almighty shows up, or we are in deep shit!
oh well, this is not the most exciting thing happening to me yet... in the same freaking month, I lost my client, my only client...that means, I am gonna live on my savings if there is any...haha..
God will provide, yaya...I believe so...ya.. really? This is F-up!
Well...God, thank You. How many time would you want me to "experience" Your "blessings"? man...all these years, I have gone through countless "trials" like this...can a man just not worry about his finance for a while? I don't know, boss... You tell me how I should move forward now.
Anyway...I know You will provide, cuz that's Your name, right?
Tired...stayed up all night again...what did I write? lazy to check..
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